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Post by Black Canary on Feb 16, 2012 19:35:01 GMT -8
Where to begin… It’s been a rough road for awhile now. I’ve been down bumpy roads before but nothing like this. Its pretty much written in the contracts that we as vigilantes accept when signing up to do this line of work that we will have to deal with the aftermath of what can possibly happen, Injury, failure, death….but that doesn’t make what happened any easier.
The near total destruction of Star City, the death of Ollie and Lian among countless others…it was all too much to take. I needed to get away from everything and everyone. I needed time to process and deal with everything though I am not certain I have truly dealt with it all. I figured the rigorous day to day training in the remote outskirts of Malaysia would help to center myself and move on with my life but it seems that it has at best helped me bury the pain for now at least… enough to try and integrate back into modern society.
I know I probably shouldn’t have just dropped off the radar like I did, though knowing babs I’m sure she figured out where I was with her big fancy computer of hers, but its what I needed and I know that she respects that. It has been far to long and I know deep down it is time for me to head back...
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